Hiii. Sorry about that explosion of anger a couple days ago...apparently my bf had just woken up, and didn't want to listen to me bitch, so his sleepyness-induced insensitivity caused us to fight and me to be very pissy. But things were further discussed the next day and he now sees my point and why I was so upset, and so we now have a...
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pomfelo:
You're being hard on yourself again. Journals are the last bastion where we can be completely selfish.
Naw, talking about yourself is what a journal is for. It's a diary you share with other people. Judging from the number of comments here, no one is complaining.
iyce:
thanks for your kind words sweetie...
U know what fucking disgusts me??? WHen fucking 20 year old, stupid, scrawny pornstars go on Howard Stern and hold a fucking HUGE contest where the winner gets to fuck the girl. Anyone ever hear of Taylor Rain?? This girl makes me want to puke. (Well, so does Howard Stern...I just happened to catch this on his show.) It's soooooooo sad when a girl my...
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pogmothoin:
Gotta tell you, if your BF is your age, you have about 10 years on him mentally.
That said, people are going to be morons if you give them half the chance. Not much you can do about it except keep holding yourself to your own standards.
sorry for the double post. my comp is acting up.
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That said, people are going to be morons if you give them half the chance. Not much you can do about it except keep holding yourself to your own standards.
sorry for the double post. my comp is acting up.
[Edited on May 21, 2004 9:58PM]
pomfelo:
Yuck. That's why I don't follow Stern. Although, I'm surprised that Fox doesn't have a similar reality show by now. (I probably shouldn't say that without looking at their schedule.)
Forgive me if I sound sychophatnic, but no one sane would pick a disguistingly proportioned porn star over you. Honest.
Forgive me if I sound sychophatnic, but no one sane would pick a disguistingly proportioned porn star over you. Honest.
Hello. How is everyone? I had a decent weekend. Yay for car sex, snuggly boyfriends, and snuggly best boy-friends. Nay for eating too damn much, but this is normal. John came home and we had fun doing nothing, but he was pretty depressed and cranky all weekend because he and his dad got in a huuuge fight. He's been depressed and cranky a lot, though,...
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davey:
nope, we sure haven't spoken before. i hope it doesn't sound mean [or like a total lie] when i say it was an accident. 'add me as a friend' is somewhere right under 'see more of my pics,' but i don't think telling you that makes me sound any less creepy.
moneymilo:
You should totally show your boyfriend what i wrote. Me and Emma were talking today and she said that she could never go out with a man who looked at that stuff. I have to say that i don't know how i wouldn't be affected by it if i was a woman. Yeah show him. Tell him it's way cooler on the other side.
You are a really nice girl and you deserve absolute respect. Those mags are all full of freaky, big breasted, blonde haired half wits. No competition!
Sorry i misunderstood the pics.
Have a fabulous day.
Milo
You are a really nice girl and you deserve absolute respect. Those mags are all full of freaky, big breasted, blonde haired half wits. No competition!
Sorry i misunderstood the pics.
Have a fabulous day.
Milo
Hiiiiiiiiii. I'm tired and I have nothing to write about. Oh wait...I WISH MY BOYFRIEND HAD A MORE THAN 4 WORD VOCABULARY!!!!!!!!!!!
His side of our "conversations" consists of: "Uh huh" "Yeah" "Hmmm" "Oh".
That is all. SO. DAMN. FRUSTRATING.
Anyway, it's finally warm here in Ohio. Humid as hell, though. I've hung out w/ Nate a lot the past 2 days. He was at...
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His side of our "conversations" consists of: "Uh huh" "Yeah" "Hmmm" "Oh".
That is all. SO. DAMN. FRUSTRATING.
Anyway, it's finally warm here in Ohio. Humid as hell, though. I've hung out w/ Nate a lot the past 2 days. He was at...
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machiavel:
I am a sometime Theatre professor
pomfelo:
"Well, those of us that survived...and don't have a substance abuse problem...and who haven't moved on to bigger and better things. So it's basically the two of us."
Two things: (A) It's true and (B) it's okay to laugh. We've got a sense of humor about the whole thing. You've got to. (And if you want to use the phrase in the future, you will have to sign a disclaimer.)
Two things: (A) It's true and (B) it's okay to laugh. We've got a sense of humor about the whole thing. You've got to. (And if you want to use the phrase in the future, you will have to sign a disclaimer.)
Howdy howdy. What a boring day. I have done nothing but eat and shop. I hate spending money, especially on stuff that I DO NOT NEED, my god I do not need. But I finally used my christmas gift certificate at the book store. I got a green witchcraft book, a "Basic Teachings of the Great Philosophers" book, and a really cute manga(!) called Magic...
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earthbeard:
i've always grown up with animals too, dogs, cats, rabbits, horses, chickens, sheep, mice, hamsters, guinea pigs, kestrels, snakes, terrapins, tortoise and some others too. damn thats a lot of animals i've had over the years
everyone says i look tall, or thinks i'm tall? but i guess it's cos i walk and talk tall, bigger than life as they say
beards= cool, beards= warmth, beards=men, beards= me, i love em and can't imagine me without one, had one at various states for like 9 years or so? thats a lot of beard
i'm noticing a theme here
strangly though, i shouldn't say, but i shave my pubic hair, wierd seeign as i'm all hairy everywhere else
lol.
sexy am i, let me tell you. that made a old man like me smile
like that but only 50 times bigger.
hows tricks?
last one i did was a 270' flying mushroom zone, tripple backflip, nose plunge, lets see tony hawks do that one, bloody tit
everyone says i look tall, or thinks i'm tall? but i guess it's cos i walk and talk tall, bigger than life as they say
beards= cool, beards= warmth, beards=men, beards= me, i love em and can't imagine me without one, had one at various states for like 9 years or so? thats a lot of beard
strangly though, i shouldn't say, but i shave my pubic hair, wierd seeign as i'm all hairy everywhere else
sexy am i, let me tell you. that made a old man like me smile
hows tricks?
last one i did was a 270' flying mushroom zone, tripple backflip, nose plunge, lets see tony hawks do that one, bloody tit
pomfelo:
I hope your test went okay. It is weird. In high school, I used to sit in place for eight hours a day five days in a row. Now, it's like, "An hour in the middle of the day? I don't want to go!" It's torture.
If I may, from the pictures you have posted, you have very little to be self concious about. (Why do I always end up sounding like a perv in these things?)
If I may, from the pictures you have posted, you have very little to be self concious about. (Why do I always end up sounding like a perv in these things?)
I'm getting lazy with updates. And responses too, I think.
I guess some days I just don't feel like spilling my guts...or writing about my mediocre life. Anyhoo.
I'm bloated and crampy. Menstruating sucks. I'm thinking about having my uterus removed. I've always wanted to adopt rather than have my own child, so it wouldn't be a big deal. But I'd probably regret it later,...
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I guess some days I just don't feel like spilling my guts...or writing about my mediocre life. Anyhoo.
I'm bloated and crampy. Menstruating sucks. I'm thinking about having my uterus removed. I've always wanted to adopt rather than have my own child, so it wouldn't be a big deal. But I'd probably regret it later,...
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iyce:
hey girlie!!
yeah i hate the monthly cycle. boys are so lucky...
yeah i hate the monthly cycle. boys are so lucky...
pomfelo:
Thanks for the congrats. Tweren't nothin'.
You need to post some of those drawings. If people watch them, they're not as lonely.
You need to post some of those drawings. If people watch them, they're not as lonely.
Hiiiiiiiii. I have been eating too much lately, and I've been easily stressed and discouraged. I really don't want to start taking my anti-depressants again, they make me completely numb to the world and my feelings, but I'm afraid I may have to. Damn fucked up brain chemicals.
Anyhoo, my friend Nate (the one that I like and blah blah,) can no longer keep his...
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Anyhoo, my friend Nate (the one that I like and blah blah,) can no longer keep his...
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pomfelo:
Math is a horrible, horrible invention that will plague mankind until the end of time. I think it's one of those things where you close your eyes and pretend you're somewhere else until it's over. Math and sex are quite alike in that sense. (At least that's what most of my girlfriends have said.)
Oh, and I'm a financial services/risk management major. I love it. I love it more than anything in the world.
Help me.
Oh, and I'm a financial services/risk management major. I love it. I love it more than anything in the world.
metaleric:
Math was my worse subject. I almost failed geometry in High school.
Too bad about your boyfriend. I mean, too bad for me and the rest of the guys. Damn!
Too bad about your boyfriend. I mean, too bad for me and the rest of the guys. Damn!
Hello.
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(That was supposed to represent a long pause.)
So uh, whats up? Really, what r u doing right now? I'm talking to my bro and waiting for john to return to his computer so i can continue talking to him (both on aim,) listening to some online radio station that is playing a smashing pumpkins song that i've never heard, and demonstrating some...
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(That was supposed to represent a long pause.)
So uh, whats up? Really, what r u doing right now? I'm talking to my bro and waiting for john to return to his computer so i can continue talking to him (both on aim,) listening to some online radio station that is playing a smashing pumpkins song that i've never heard, and demonstrating some...
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waldo:
The tree in front of my condo is a very old oak and probably not too long for this world. I'll go give it a hug tomorrow. You should see this Miyazake film: http://www.nausicaa.net/miyazaki/pompoko/
I think you'd like it. It's about the Tanuki (japanese raccoons) who struggle against a development.
I think you'd like it. It's about the Tanuki (japanese raccoons) who struggle against a development.
farsight00:
It's not surprising that it is so hard to find harmony in the man-made world, when that world is so young and unproven... and artificial... while our own instincts and deepest needs are as ancient as the sea.
But as you said, all is not lost. And history will judge those who wronged the world in our age.
I really enjoyed reading your journal entry.
May things pick up for you again soon.
But as you said, all is not lost. And history will judge those who wronged the world in our age.
I really enjoyed reading your journal entry.
May things pick up for you again soon.
emiloo:
Um...pictures.
Looky at my face!! I have a funny nose.
My friend Logan and I took this at his house. I'll upload some more later.
We went to goth night at the local dance club, and let me tell you, I am so not goth. I like the style and the attitude, but after being surrounded by so much gothy-ness, I can see that it's not...
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My friend Logan and I took this at his house. I'll upload some more later.
We went to goth night at the local dance club, and let me tell you, I am so not goth. I like the style and the attitude, but after being surrounded by so much gothy-ness, I can see that it's not...
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pomfelo:
Hey, you have a picture now. You're no longer a disemboided voice in my head. Now you're upgraded to floating head.
And I agree, bosses are buttheads. I should know, I'm related to all of mine.
And speaking of goth, I thought you might want to take another look at the community that's too cool for you here and here. (It's a good thing you got away while you could.)
And I agree, bosses are buttheads. I should know, I'm related to all of mine.
And speaking of goth, I thought you might want to take another look at the community that's too cool for you here and here. (It's a good thing you got away while you could.)
carpe_diem:
Hey there. hmmm i appear to be lost in a somewhat endless sea of profiles, and im stopping off briefly at yours as your profile intregues me! mixture of the philosophical discussions, spanking, cute lil girls and your picture. oh and that i live in rocheter where charles dickens lived (reminded by the great expectaions) anyway write back sometime k?
Ash
Ash
Hello. How is everyone? Ya'll have a wide variation of music tastes. I'm ok except for this big zit on my left cheek that won't leave me alone. I RARELY get zits, but when I do, they are indestructable.
So anyway, I had a good but weird weekend. I hung out w/ my dude Nate, the one that has a crush on me and vice...
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So anyway, I had a good but weird weekend. I hung out w/ my dude Nate, the one that has a crush on me and vice...
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earthbeard:
hey no probs thats what peopele are here for, especially me.
but, you do have to give things a shot, otherwise it might always be what ifs? ya know.
better to have tried and failed, than never try at all. let the fates guide you and follow your instinct not your rational mind, the mind is what gets you into boughts of self doubt and depression, instinct = freedom, tho there may be no rational part to instinct. after all we all need focus
yeah i'm damn happy and joyful at the mo, doesn't take me long to get back up again hurrah, by the power of greyskull we shall endure
but, you do have to give things a shot, otherwise it might always be what ifs? ya know.
better to have tried and failed, than never try at all. let the fates guide you and follow your instinct not your rational mind, the mind is what gets you into boughts of self doubt and depression, instinct = freedom, tho there may be no rational part to instinct. after all we all need focus
yeah i'm damn happy and joyful at the mo, doesn't take me long to get back up again hurrah, by the power of greyskull we shall endure
earthbeard:
oh yeah, cool fingers
God damnit mutherfucker I erased another post. How the fuck do i do that all the time??? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Oh well, it was pretty boring anyway.
So I passed my driving test. I was dedected 25 points of the 26 that were allowed, so I was basically 1 point off from failing it. I have to admit I drove pretty shittily...I was nervous and my instructor...
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So I passed my driving test. I was dedected 25 points of the 26 that were allowed, so I was basically 1 point off from failing it. I have to admit I drove pretty shittily...I was nervous and my instructor...
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pomfelo:
D'oh! I think I forgot to congratulate you on passing the test. Good job. And be careful oth there.
Oh, and I work at my family's restaurants. They own a few Mexican cafes, and the one I work at serves cabrito. For some reason, we keep a lot of goat on hand, and my last job was working in the butcher shop. Hence the animal blood on the shoes. I don't work for cultists...yet.
Oh, and I work at my family's restaurants. They own a few Mexican cafes, and the one I work at serves cabrito. For some reason, we keep a lot of goat on hand, and my last job was working in the butcher shop. Hence the animal blood on the shoes. I don't work for cultists...yet.
waldo:
Congratulations, driver-girl! The font thing is a problem. Well, you'll know to set the font correctly next time. I don't get the title page, though. I was always told never to attach a title page, just to make sure that my name was on the front page and that all the pages were numbered. What was the paper about?
My album picks at this moment:
1. Big Black, *Songs about Fucking*
2. Johnny and June Cash, *Return to the Promised Land*
3. Z-trip, *Uneasy Listening*
What are your 3 picks?
My album picks at this moment:
1. Big Black, *Songs about Fucking*
2. Johnny and June Cash, *Return to the Promised Land*
3. Z-trip, *Uneasy Listening*
What are your 3 picks?