emiliesss

Have you ever been in love? I remember I use to be afraid to fall in love or let anyone love me. I've broke hearts for that stupid reason. I use to hold my feelings and thoughts inside, I would never talk about my feelings.
And I started liking this guy, text all day, think about him once you wake up, last thing that crosses your mind before you fall asleep, the thing that you'd want to haunt your dreams. His name is Jake Ryan Kennedy and I gotta say I enjoy being in love. His touch gives me goosebumps, his kiss gives me butterflies, and his cuddles are the best.
He is so caring and just an amazing person. I don't know what I'd do without him, I'd probably be lost. He's been out of town for the past few days and I miss him so much, it honestly sucks going to bed and not having him there next to me or when I get home from work he's not home, I'm sure our pets miss him too, why wouldn't they he's incredible.
I wish everyone could meet Jake. He has such a big heart and I am so glad I'm part of his life and he's a part of mine. I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with him and only having sex with him for the rest of my life. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life. When we just lay in bed and cuddle and watch movies and waste the day away its the best or go for walks around the small hicktown we live in its great.

This dirty hairy guy is my Jake that I love.



p.s. tomorrow is my birthday. I shall finally be 21!!!!

p.p.s. I got a kindle for my birthday (from Jake) and I love this piece of technology!!!