emersion74

I think my mind is starting to corode again. I can't shake the feeling that I would just like to sink to the bottom of the sea. Sometimes I don't want to wake up.

Finally I can breath! Painters have had the house covered in plastic for a week. They finally removed plastic from bedroom windows, hopefully the rest of the house tomorrow.

My cat is trying to kill me.

Going to throw some haymakers at the universe, hope one connects.

So hot. so fucking hot. so incrdibly fucking hot. hot. my brains just melted.

I think now is the time I learn to meditate. I seem so consumed by desire and passion, laziness and sloth. All things end, energy is dissolved and reformed. Like a child I desire something so unattainable and unwise. I need to move on and release myself from desire. I need to fill my heart with compassion and love. Lately I have been pleding myself...
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Everything is exploded and it's time to go back to work. Boo.

So it goes on. The saga with the soon to be ex. She knowingly shacked up with a heroin addict is killing me. But so much that she'd rather spend time with him than the kids. She could have insulted me a million times and I would be fine, but once she insulted the kids, all bets are off. The lowest opinion I have of...
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No seriously where the fuck is everybody?

Are we human? Or are we dancers?