emersion74

Feeling better, got some Vega, and have been working out. I'm not going to stress eat anymore, gonna stress eliptical! Someday I may bust a grin.

I can't trust anyone anymore. My life sucks, and I feel I'm losing control. My ex is moving in with her addict boyfriend, my son is a complete loser and my daughter had an alcohol relapse. I feel the world wants me to die a slow death. But honestly I'm getting tired of waiting. I see why people commit suicide now. I'm not going to...
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Oh my god Becky! None of my freinds here ever get online. I may have to take a rode trip and start smacking people! Oh and I may be getting dumber? Why you ask? Cause I'm noticing I have to pause before each word I spell to think about how to spell it. That would be great if I was getting less inteligient, I could...
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Ha! Feeling like the universe is closing in on me again. Fuck, no BIG FUCK! Agh! Oh well just got a call from my landlord and he's being real supportive. I guess that's good.

Fuck it I'm bored. No chatter on this paysite. I'm going through an I don't give a shit about it phase.

Anyone get the number of that tequila train that hit me last night?

My cat is trying to eat me. I think she wants out.

Just punch me in the face and get it done with.

Never give into religious fear. Never let someone tell you to kill for your god. And when some does kill and destroy, don't let them win. Be the better person, stand up for what's right. Don't let fear consume you.

I got some weird news. I'll be moving back into my house in the next month. Apparently the ex"s finacial aid didn't go through and she can't make her half of the mortgage. So it's a bittersweet return for me. I really wanted her to finish college. Oh well more house for me.