emersion74

Being replaced is always difficult. I seem to go between being alright to crushing depression. I know this other man is touching her but part of me still wants her back. It's over, she's made me angry and I don't want to speak to her. But I still want her back. It's as though I could forgive everything if she just said she was sorry. It's childish I know but I can't stand to be without her. But at the same time touching her would make me sick knowing she let someone else penetrate her. She's acting like a kid and and being irresponsible but still I miss her. I told her to stop calling me, but it seems to hurt me more. Oh well I got to move on.