i'm off tomorrow.....and that, my friends, is COOOOL. i wanna go see brokeback mountain cause i know bo won't see it with me. heath ledger=eh. jake gyllenhall=eh. heath + jake = oooh la la! 
haha, funny story, i was going to walk the lake tonight but i really need to shave. i was wearing pants that come up like 4" above my ankle, so I decided (since I was running late meeting my friend) that i'd DRY shave. what the hell was i thinking?! I got razor burn and now it hurts where i shaved. what a jackass.
loaded gun complex cock it and pull it....
i heard Gun complex and God complex... whatev.
does anyone know what happened to Katie and Stormy? Katie had sooo many sets and all of the sudden, <<POOF>> she's gone. i wish there was a burlesque show around here. bah.
i got in trouble at work today (again)... for "running my mouth". I was like... oh, is that like a technical term found in the rules of unacceptable conduct?! (yeah, like I really said that!) but i just got pissed off and i could tell my boss was pissed off ... and it just wasn't good. i'm so trapped there. if i go anywhere else it'll be a MINIMUM of $3/hour pay cut... and that's like a best case scenario. damn them with their money and power. in February i'll have 5 years with the company and I can officially retire. if i leave now, i lose my retirement money.
it's like i have to babysit my co-workers and i'm the youngest one there! they're all new except one guy who's been there like 2 years... so i get all this shit put on my shoulders since i know what i'm doing. then i take it upon myself to document all the procedures in spreadsheets, documents, emails, AND handouts for the newbys... and then get complaints that it's too confusing. i'm like SHIT, it's fucking SPELLED out for you right here! Ugh!!! it's so frustrating.
they wouldn't even have ANYTHING to go by if it weren't for me.
arg. i don't want to be mad anymore.... let's switch subjects.
I may have to cancel my trip to London in march. i'm not sure if i'll have the money seeing as how we're trying to get a place. i'm always thinking, fuck it, what if I die tomorrow?! i would NOT be happy with how i lived. i feel like i haven't really LIVED. i just want to travel and go from shelter to shelter so I don't have to pay for hotels and just experience shit.
my love is your love is my love,
em.
haha, funny story, i was going to walk the lake tonight but i really need to shave. i was wearing pants that come up like 4" above my ankle, so I decided (since I was running late meeting my friend) that i'd DRY shave. what the hell was i thinking?! I got razor burn and now it hurts where i shaved. what a jackass.
loaded gun complex cock it and pull it....
i heard Gun complex and God complex... whatev.
does anyone know what happened to Katie and Stormy? Katie had sooo many sets and all of the sudden, <<POOF>> she's gone. i wish there was a burlesque show around here. bah.
i got in trouble at work today (again)... for "running my mouth". I was like... oh, is that like a technical term found in the rules of unacceptable conduct?! (yeah, like I really said that!) but i just got pissed off and i could tell my boss was pissed off ... and it just wasn't good. i'm so trapped there. if i go anywhere else it'll be a MINIMUM of $3/hour pay cut... and that's like a best case scenario. damn them with their money and power. in February i'll have 5 years with the company and I can officially retire. if i leave now, i lose my retirement money.
it's like i have to babysit my co-workers and i'm the youngest one there! they're all new except one guy who's been there like 2 years... so i get all this shit put on my shoulders since i know what i'm doing. then i take it upon myself to document all the procedures in spreadsheets, documents, emails, AND handouts for the newbys... and then get complaints that it's too confusing. i'm like SHIT, it's fucking SPELLED out for you right here! Ugh!!! it's so frustrating.
they wouldn't even have ANYTHING to go by if it weren't for me.
arg. i don't want to be mad anymore.... let's switch subjects.
I may have to cancel my trip to London in march. i'm not sure if i'll have the money seeing as how we're trying to get a place. i'm always thinking, fuck it, what if I die tomorrow?! i would NOT be happy with how i lived. i feel like i haven't really LIVED. i just want to travel and go from shelter to shelter so I don't have to pay for hotels and just experience shit.
my love is your love is my love,
em.
that sitch was pretty gnarly.
i'm just glad everything turned out on the brighter side.
whew.