spent the day running errands with my mom...was nice to spend time with her.
am going to minneapolis tomorrow to hang out with the boy...i've decided to go expecting nothing so i'll be surprised either way....well fuck...i'm always surprised
am loading up my car with black photographers velour for backgrounds, my trusty computer, and an extremely lovely camera which is sadly not mine
but belongs to escottie who has propositioned me to take photos of him in the buff 
which may or may not be on suicideboys
either way, i am quite excited to be taking some serious photos ... that which i haven't done for far too long.
i love photography...i love what i see when look through a camera...i love who i see then....i wish i could have a camera with me ready always .... but people tend not to like that ... but only if they could see how beautiful they were when they didn't even know it ... just something simple...so simple as just breathing...
his camera is fantastic...and i've found that with my limited software i am able to correct any lighting/cropping issues that may occur .... as i have strictly been a lab girl spending hours upon hours in nothing but either complete darkness or red light with the sporatic burst of white light exposing the chemicalized paper
i miss being in a photo lab....when i was in college...no one really used our lab...or if they did it was just to get in and out...i would usually go to the painting studio from 6 until 10:30 ... and then head into the photolab-which i would find empty and stay there until 3 in the morning....the guards use to come around at 11 and tell us they were locking us in and again at 1 to kick us out...but they never went far enough into the lab and with all of the lights out they never knew i was in there .... it was my favorite time....no one in the building and me in that tiny room developing pictures and dancing to music and the timers ticked away
it wasn't the same when i got to MCAD...they didn't allow people in the labs after 9 ... and during the day they were always packed with people...people taking their shitty pictures with no soul...i mean how many landscapes of trees have reduced people to tears....or a picture of furniture....ugh....
photography is a tricky area....many can be photographers...but few turn photography into an art ... and those of us who do find ourselves in the position to defend it and justify it...because anyone can take a picture of a sunset but not everyone can capture true beauty in all of its forms
i know it sounds pendantic but photography is on the one thing that i am absolutely confident in ... and that is the only thing in my life that i am sure of .... i am a damn fine photographer
am going to minneapolis tomorrow to hang out with the boy...i've decided to go expecting nothing so i'll be surprised either way....well fuck...i'm always surprised
am loading up my car with black photographers velour for backgrounds, my trusty computer, and an extremely lovely camera which is sadly not mine
but belongs to escottie who has propositioned me to take photos of him in the buff which may or may not be on suicideboys
either way, i am quite excited to be taking some serious photos ... that which i haven't done for far too long.
i love photography...i love what i see when look through a camera...i love who i see then....i wish i could have a camera with me ready always .... but people tend not to like that ... but only if they could see how beautiful they were when they didn't even know it ... just something simple...so simple as just breathing...
his camera is fantastic...and i've found that with my limited software i am able to correct any lighting/cropping issues that may occur .... as i have strictly been a lab girl spending hours upon hours in nothing but either complete darkness or red light with the sporatic burst of white light exposing the chemicalized paper
i miss being in a photo lab....when i was in college...no one really used our lab...or if they did it was just to get in and out...i would usually go to the painting studio from 6 until 10:30 ... and then head into the photolab-which i would find empty and stay there until 3 in the morning....the guards use to come around at 11 and tell us they were locking us in and again at 1 to kick us out...but they never went far enough into the lab and with all of the lights out they never knew i was in there .... it was my favorite time....no one in the building and me in that tiny room developing pictures and dancing to music and the timers ticked away
it wasn't the same when i got to MCAD...they didn't allow people in the labs after 9 ... and during the day they were always packed with people...people taking their shitty pictures with no soul...i mean how many landscapes of trees have reduced people to tears....or a picture of furniture....ugh....
photography is a tricky area....many can be photographers...but few turn photography into an art ... and those of us who do find ourselves in the position to defend it and justify it...because anyone can take a picture of a sunset but not everyone can capture true beauty in all of its forms
i know it sounds pendantic but photography is on the one thing that i am absolutely confident in ... and that is the only thing in my life that i am sure of .... i am a damn fine photographer
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escottie:
the three who have seen the pictures have said "holy fuck!"
sweetscarling:
AWESOME pics of Scottie !! HAWT !!!
AWESOME pics of Scottie !! HAWT !!!