Well things have been alright I guess. Trouble in my paradise lately. if any of you have followed my blog for a couple months now, you'll know ive had some rough ups and downs with the guy. it seems like just as we progress forward and things are great, he suddenly takes like 9 steps backwards. its so frustrating. i broke down tonight and just said i couldnt do it if thats how it was going to be. that if every time he got stressed out he was going to treat me like crap and put me last in his life and make me feel as though i wasnt important... then i wanted out. you could tell he was upset and didnt want me to be crying. we havent seen eachother in just over a week... and the last night he came over he left right away in the morning after telling me the previous night that he'd spend the day with me. i dont know what his deal has been. really i dont. and the few people ive talked to all think i deserve better... and that he's probably messing around behind my back. i love him. more than words can even begin to explain. and i see a long term future with him. we've always said we can over come anything. and so far we've proven that. its just a rough time. i know he's not messing around. i can guarantee that. thats not him. on a lighter note... tomorrow/today (the 4th) is our anniversary.
on another subject... i am in need of a Chucky doll. You know from the Childs Play movies.... ive found a few i can buy off like craigslist... but i only need for a day.. maybe two at most... so i dont want to buy one. plus the thing creeps the hell out of me, but its a funny story behind why i need it for a day. its for a shoot.so if anyone has one that i can borrow for a day maybe two, i promise to take excellent care of it.
im working now... just part time though. i need another management position if im gonna be in retail. workin on that though with this company. i like it. i do. so thats a plus.
my little kingston is getting big already. ill post a cute video on here of him playing with my friends ferret right after i got him. if you go to YouTube and search KingstonsMama ive put up quite a few of him lol. im that puppy mom haha.
on another subject... i am in need of a Chucky doll. You know from the Childs Play movies.... ive found a few i can buy off like craigslist... but i only need for a day.. maybe two at most... so i dont want to buy one. plus the thing creeps the hell out of me, but its a funny story behind why i need it for a day. its for a shoot.so if anyone has one that i can borrow for a day maybe two, i promise to take excellent care of it.
im working now... just part time though. i need another management position if im gonna be in retail. workin on that though with this company. i like it. i do. so thats a plus.
my little kingston is getting big already. ill post a cute video on here of him playing with my friends ferret right after i got him. if you go to YouTube and search KingstonsMama ive put up quite a few of him lol. im that puppy mom haha.
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At least you have your pup to distract your mind from your love life.
From my experience, we guys are as good as our ladies make us be. If they let us do whatever we want, we start loosing interest, and begin neglecting the relationship. But if you girls make us respect relationship rules and stuff, youll have us by the balls.
I have personally been a dick and an angel in different relationships. And thats how I realized that we are as good partners as our girl makes us be.
Ive also seen it in my friends relations btw.. and they agree with what im telling you.
Hope this helps you to try and make a change. Maybe its too late to try this kind of change, I think this "rules" and stuff have to be from the beggining of the relationship.