emee

so i gave myself the weekend off. to not think about the fact that i was unemployed. to not think about the bills i need to pay. to not look for a job. to just relax, and sleep. something i had not done in forever. it was AMAZING. only now ive fucked up my sleeping pattern, and its 3am and im wide awake. I slept til 5:30pm. damn it. up early tomorrow though, I must find a new job by friday. I have a couple to fax my resume into first thing in the morning. Im hoping to stay out of retail. I want to find something in the animal field that will make juggling school and work a little easier for me.

ive become good friends with someone i never wouldve imagined becoming close friends with. not that shes a bad person or anything, just who we are connected through. I am definately over that though. shes been there for me in the last 2 months, more than my closest friends of years have been. I cannot thank her enough for it all. she helps me out as best as she cans, when she cans. gives me amazing advice on everything. and never judges me.

so during my 4 months at my store, I became close with some of my employees. good friends. well i havent heard from any of them since friday. true colors i guess. oh well.