That time of year, where i don't enjoy anything. Life is overwhelming... i feel like a suicidegirl hopeless... Self neglect is starting to take over and it is not fun at all. My house is a mess, i am doing the bare minimum to survive and keep my kids happy. It is hard not to feel like a failure at times. Just getting up in the morning to get my kids to school is like climbing a mountain. I couldn't tell you the last time i cooked a meal from scratch, i either get takeaways or ready meals. As the thought of preparing anything just exhausts me.
Mental health is no joke, and by sharing our lows just proves to people who are suffering too you are not alone.
Just ignore me, i need to get this out my system.
I will be live later tonight, hope to see you about.
It is nearly the school holidays where i am so i shall be about more on here and on my onlyfans.
I am determined to not let depression take over this time. Even though all i do is sleep my way through it... if you can even class that as a coping mechanism.
Emberstrong remember to stay strong, try and stay positive and be grateful for the little things.
