Feeling alone

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Not sure what I'm even writing on here....

Not sure if i feel like this due to the weather, or due to the lockdown.. Or just because I'm depressed.

I'm feeling so alone, i have 0 friends... I wish i had girl friends who wanted to hang out with me, or just messaged me to see how i was.

I'm in a community full of girls and feel like no one likes me. I am craving a friend, I've tried everything. Maybe I'm just a creep?

I don't know, I've been bullied during my teenage years, was hard joining a school when everyone had their friendship groups, i started a new school in year 9... No one accepted me, I've always felt like I'm not good enough...

I know I'm pretty, I've learnt that about myself, i think i have a good personality. Just not sure why people don't want to hang out with me.

When i started a new job in 2016 i was ignored, work colleagues would chat amongst themselves and ignore me, would share pics on their phones... I tried to fit in, didn't work. So i changed my hours to nights so i didn't have to be ignored.

There's nothing worst than feeling rejected or ignored...

I don't know what to do? I can't make people like me.. I can't make people be my friend, but i don't want to be lonely anymore :(

@rambo @missy

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myfriendphillip:
I'm sorry to read this. Making friends ive found gets harder the older you get. I can be pretty anti social myself and for the most part I'm ok sitting at home all by myself but it is nice to get out once in a while for a drink with a friend. Whilst it's not something I've ever done as I'm also quite shy and anxious around new people, you could try finding meetups in your local area for people into similar interests. Quite often there's groups like that around if you search. I hope you're OK. If you ever need to talk shoot me a message ❤
bayharbourbutcha:
I know this feeling well! I moved away from my home town in my early 20’s to be with a girl I met online. We had been dating for a few years and things went well at first.. then we got into financial problems and had to move in with her parents which was even further away from home. Anyway a few years had gone by and I eventually moved back to my home town. I got work quickly but it involved travel and long hours so I had very limited time to socialise. Eventually I lost touch with all my friends and now never see anyone other than the occasional “like” on social media. It’s hard work but I find that losing myself in a TV show or playing computer games distracts me and if I’m honest recently I dread social gatherings and making an effort to meet people.

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