Not sure what I'm even writing on here....
Not sure if i feel like this due to the weather, or due to the lockdown.. Or just because I'm depressed.
I'm feeling so alone, i have 0 friends... I wish i had girl friends who wanted to hang out with me, or just messaged me to see how i was.
I'm in a community full of girls and feel like no one likes me. I am craving a friend, I've tried everything. Maybe I'm just a creep?
I don't know, I've been bullied during my teenage years, was hard joining a school when everyone had their friendship groups, i started a new school in year 9... No one accepted me, I've always felt like I'm not good enough...
I know I'm pretty, I've learnt that about myself, i think i have a good personality. Just not sure why people don't want to hang out with me.
When i started a new job in 2016 i was ignored, work colleagues would chat amongst themselves and ignore me, would share pics on their phones... I tried to fit in, didn't work. So i changed my hours to nights so i didn't have to be ignored.
There's nothing worst than feeling rejected or ignored...
I don't know what to do? I can't make people like me.. I can't make people be my friend, but i don't want to be lonely anymore :(
@rambo @missy
