I've been in a good mood lately. I think the meds are working..
I also think that tide re-formulated their laundry detergent, so I'm going to have to start paying an arm and a leg foe baby detergent.
So I'm laying in bed.. chillin with Matt, (who bought me a beautiful pendant for valentines day) and we're watching Hellsing.. and it's nice
Dad is going to take everyone rolleskating tomorrow.. I haven't been in years and I'm really excited about it. Amber and I have decided to dress up and stuff.. She's going for the glam-punk rock look.. and I'm going to sport 80's garb.. I think I'll even tease my hair!
Dad and Kendra's relationship has been on the rocks lately.. and it worries me a lot. He's really losing his patience with her a lot.. and she was NEVER disciplined at a younger age, so she pretty much does whatever she wants.. It doesn't help that mom has her new boyfriend -who I might add.. I would like to watch die, slowly and painfully- crammed so far up her ass that she's braking promises, and blowing kenny off left and right. I'm just so fed up with my parents intense lack of parenting. I just want to pack all of our shit up and take her to another state so they can't hurt her anymore.
I also worry about my mother. This dude she's with is a serious nutcase. I really feel like she's going to decide not to be with him anymore (at some point) and he's going to snap- and my mother will be the next Unsolved Mysteries rerun 8 years from now. I mean, I met this dude, and he accused me of being satanic after seeing my pentacle necklace. When I told him I didn't believe in the devil, he mumbled some crap about how 'he sure did' and "I'm glad I'm not gonna raise my kids like that." In front of my mother, who in turn broke up with him, because "Nobody fucks with her babies!" I guess that's why she was back with him a week later. Oh! I forgot.. it's only a 'physical' relationship. Thanks mom, maybe next time my 12 year old sister comes down into my room crying because mommy blew her off for her boyfriend again, I can just explain to her that mommy just needed to get laid.
I digress... life is good, but I have a few worries. All in all though, I'm feeling pretty good about life. I've found my calling.. and I'm really excited about preparing for nursing school..
anyway.. I'm sleepy. I have to rest up for roller skating!
I also think that tide re-formulated their laundry detergent, so I'm going to have to start paying an arm and a leg foe baby detergent.
So I'm laying in bed.. chillin with Matt, (who bought me a beautiful pendant for valentines day) and we're watching Hellsing.. and it's nice
Dad is going to take everyone rolleskating tomorrow.. I haven't been in years and I'm really excited about it. Amber and I have decided to dress up and stuff.. She's going for the glam-punk rock look.. and I'm going to sport 80's garb.. I think I'll even tease my hair!
Dad and Kendra's relationship has been on the rocks lately.. and it worries me a lot. He's really losing his patience with her a lot.. and she was NEVER disciplined at a younger age, so she pretty much does whatever she wants.. It doesn't help that mom has her new boyfriend -who I might add.. I would like to watch die, slowly and painfully- crammed so far up her ass that she's braking promises, and blowing kenny off left and right. I'm just so fed up with my parents intense lack of parenting. I just want to pack all of our shit up and take her to another state so they can't hurt her anymore.
I also worry about my mother. This dude she's with is a serious nutcase. I really feel like she's going to decide not to be with him anymore (at some point) and he's going to snap- and my mother will be the next Unsolved Mysteries rerun 8 years from now. I mean, I met this dude, and he accused me of being satanic after seeing my pentacle necklace. When I told him I didn't believe in the devil, he mumbled some crap about how 'he sure did' and "I'm glad I'm not gonna raise my kids like that." In front of my mother, who in turn broke up with him, because "Nobody fucks with her babies!" I guess that's why she was back with him a week later. Oh! I forgot.. it's only a 'physical' relationship. Thanks mom, maybe next time my 12 year old sister comes down into my room crying because mommy blew her off for her boyfriend again, I can just explain to her that mommy just needed to get laid.
I digress... life is good, but I have a few worries. All in all though, I'm feeling pretty good about life. I've found my calling.. and I'm really excited about preparing for nursing school..
anyway.. I'm sleepy. I have to rest up for roller skating!