It's amazing how life can throw a curve ball at you when you least expect it.
On top of everything else that's been happening lately, now the roommates have decided to move out of our apartment at the end of March. They can't afford the rent without Steve here and I certainly can't afford a whopping $1,450 for rent each month if they leave.
So in less than a week I've lost the man of my dreams, and I have to find a new place to live. I guess I'll have to find a studio apartment somewhere if I can find one that's not ridiculously over-priced.
The moral of the story? If you're having issues with yourself, if you know that something is wrong and you're afraid to face your demons because you don't want to know just how screwed up you are, do it anyway before you do what I did and make a really big mistake that results in a giant upheaval of your life. It's a lot easier to make adjustments when you have the support of loved-ones and friends around and not when you are completely alone like I am.
Oh don't worry. I'm not really complaining. I suppose I needed a major life adjustment to make me understand some things about myself. Today I am already a better person than I was 6 days ago, and I will keep making adjustments until I am happy with myself, with or without a significant other.
So far it hasn't been easy, but I'm really proud of myself for staying strong despite how shitty my life has become and that I haven't fallen into total despair. It's hard, but necessary.
See how much more I update my blogs when everything sucks?
On top of everything else that's been happening lately, now the roommates have decided to move out of our apartment at the end of March. They can't afford the rent without Steve here and I certainly can't afford a whopping $1,450 for rent each month if they leave.
So in less than a week I've lost the man of my dreams, and I have to find a new place to live. I guess I'll have to find a studio apartment somewhere if I can find one that's not ridiculously over-priced.
The moral of the story? If you're having issues with yourself, if you know that something is wrong and you're afraid to face your demons because you don't want to know just how screwed up you are, do it anyway before you do what I did and make a really big mistake that results in a giant upheaval of your life. It's a lot easier to make adjustments when you have the support of loved-ones and friends around and not when you are completely alone like I am.
Oh don't worry. I'm not really complaining. I suppose I needed a major life adjustment to make me understand some things about myself. Today I am already a better person than I was 6 days ago, and I will keep making adjustments until I am happy with myself, with or without a significant other.
So far it hasn't been easy, but I'm really proud of myself for staying strong despite how shitty my life has become and that I haven't fallen into total despair. It's hard, but necessary.
See how much more I update my blogs when everything sucks?
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oof.