I have epilepsy and traumatic brain injuries from being beaten by my stepfather in the head because it wouldn't bruise/leave a mark. It set in during my junior year of college 2003. I spent 11 years fighting for my life and basically telling my doctors to get fucked with all due respect as I worked with two of them and was written off for dead more times than I remember.

That's why I am going to Med school with ibe of their recommendations and the other didn't have time to meet with me before I was supposed to be in Sweden...long story.

I have a BA...and a free MDiv less my thesis. Even longer story.

I have 40k in American student loans. Translation no more undergraduate classes or degrees in the US. I owe the Ohio Attorney general $5,000 so my state university disavows all knowledge of my attendance. Only I can go and look...in person and see the screen at the records office and no, I cannot receive a print out that I was ever there.

So fuck this place, where and when I grew up everyone wasn't from here anyway. My first generation Irish grandparents, my Carpathian Rom (gypsy) father's side, my Dutch German great Grandmother, the Ukrainian neighbor (my grandma's best friend) and the Indian family that are the reason I still aurally understand Hindi all raised,me. Not my parents. Oh and tv. If I was to stay here I would have to waste years of my life fighting the bills I accrued while trying not to bite it. With that done In Europe my prereqs are done as part of my Med school.Let me think...years of taking it in the ass just to get back in school while jumping through government hoops and shit ass jobs or jump ship and use my pittance of a disability check with work privileges to start a new life. Yeah... screw this I am not too myopic to see when I am getting fucked with no lube and there's no liquor nor weed.