emaline

i'm going to hot hot heat. yes!

my cell phone broke. no!
my digital camera broke. no!

secrets. fingertips. shhh

trust-
it seems so difficult yet so easy to claim.

when i've had it before i've only lost it.
why should i try and have it again?
because it makes things grow, like sunlight and water for plants.
but its so difficult, especially after recent turmoil.
but you can do it. just keep repeating. trust him, he trusts you, you can trust him.

so this weekend... or well focusing on saturday because that's when everything happened.
dinner at la gondola, which i swear always causes problems...
then the fight. a nasty one, we both didn't want to be anymore, and i have no idea how it happened but we saved us, to my definite amazement.
then the party. drinking, which i don't generally do. and he drank a...
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so i feel better today, i haven't showered yet, so i'm gross, but otherwise things are looking up for the first time in a long while.

i got a promotion at work, i now do the callbacks for the people who wanted to take the survey the previous week but the quotas were filled. which rules so much.

tonight, lan party, and i don't have...
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gruph. nothing works out ever.
i wish i could write about this in some sort of creative way, but that just doesn't come to me naturally, i'm just so upset i can't even think.
nothing is worth this.

my throat hurts terribly. it'll be alright.

just when i thought i was doing horribly in all of my classes, it seems to have turned around, so that's a definite plus lately.
last night i went to a semi-sorta concert, nothing too great, it seemed like all of the musicians i saw, were music majors, and somehow couldn't hear the music that they were playing,...
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its so freakin' freezin' out... i'm inside and my feet are still cold... brrrrr
i want it to be warm. NOW!

today has been busy again, like most days, and another fight goes on the chalkboard. i wrote a note, hopefuly that'll help.

hiphip

last night i saw the hours and i was amazed by it, i really wasn't expected much more than a dramatic depressing women's movie, but i really loved it, it was like an intregate puzzle that all fit together magically.
very very neat.

also, i think things are on the up and up. in other realms.

well, more papers to write for me, blah

who's sick?

if you answered me, you win the prize.

ugh. i think i'm going to head back to bed.
punk rock prom was a decent amount of fun, the bands weren't so hot, but the first band the soundczechguise really were fantastic.

::slides back into bed::
goodnights mean goodmornings

i just bought the hot hot heat album... oh my lord it's amazing! buy it now! i beg you.


time to paint my nails hot pink, o la la