emaline

life is good

i cut some bangs this morning, and they look uber cute.

its weird that everytime the class was asking questions in spanish, i was the last person called on, although i had my hand up from the beginning, further proving my invisibility.
i should test out this super power.

i feel like giving up on school and life for a while... just lounging around my house all day eating chocolate covered raisins and gaining lots of weight, so that all the boys will love me. ha.
but no i'm here at school forging my way trying to get decent enough grades so that my mom won't be angry with me, and that i'll eventually...
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ouch i definitely ripped out too many eyebrow hairs with this microwave wax i just bought! OUCH!
pain.

tonight's the oscars, I really really hope that the hours wins best picture, I haven't seen chicago, but i get the feeling it doesn't deserve best picture.

i love the burning reason, they are so great, I watched another of their practices today, and I'm so utterly...
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so my tattoo went great!
i love it... so much, i'm not sure if i wrote here what i ended up getting or not, so i will now, i got the boy and girl from radiohead's ok computer cd holding hands on my left ovary, and on my right ovary the word "ok" written mimicking the boy and girl's stance. SO CUTE!
i'm so happy....
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tattoo!

today!

i'm scared.

changed the picture again...

tomorrow i'm going to isu to judge for ihsa debate tournament, pretty exciting. i'm actually looking forward to it, it'll be like high school, but the good part of high school. if that makes sense i don't know what will.

i want money, i'm taking donations, i've been thinking lately that lots of homeless people in big cities like chicago make...
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so, i may be going to a strip club tomorrow depending on the persuasion i receive this evening.
i would like to go. but i don't want to go because its with a girl that my boyfriend knows, stripping and that bothers me. lots in fact.

today, was sign up for a room day, i didn't have the 150$ so i didn't get a room,...
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everyone seems so sad today.
i feel sad today.

here's my current circle of death. i go to work to make money for college, i hate work, work makes me busy for more time than i can really spend making money, without the money though i can't have the money for college, but all my money that i make doesn't go to work it goes...
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so i put a new picture up, its not very good, but it looks pretty artsy.

last night, hot hot heat was fantastic, i thought they sounded better than they did live, although other people thought otherwise. it was a great time.

everyone around me seems to be breaking up, just as the weather is getting better and the sun is shining over the corner,...
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just gave my speech, spoke to quickly as usual.
and i'm sick again. the weather here is just horrid, it must have something to do with that.
last night i felt definitely close to death.
i just feel like nothing is the way it should be right now.

oh i just got the urge to watch labyrinth.