emaline

its so hott here today!!!

::strips out of clothes::

that's much better, haha.
(not really)

now everyone is just staring at me.
damn.

i'm not tired...

i just sleep.

happy dead day!

which means i'm supposed to study for my finals, which definitely isn't happening.

i want to be able to come up here this summer, but i can't without some sort of relational tie...
where would i sleep?

anyway, i guess my summer will just be spent at home... that's going to get old fast i'm sure. i want to have a fun...
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today is the busiest day of the week for me...

but all i want to do is go outside and play.

i don't wanna grow up, i'm a toys r us kid.

i'm ready for this to start happening now, i'm not going to let the fact that i'm not with him bother me any more, because i'm not with him, i have to treat him decently so i don't lose my best friend, and maybe that'll grow into something beautiful, that makes sense.

does he ever get the girl?
yes i'm listening to dashboard confessional...

actually...
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3 boys now have told me that they like me but can't be with me in a relationship.

::ponders:
just if i could get the entire boy population of the earth, i would then rule.

i rule.

i'm going on a date tonight that i'm not sure i want to go on, i'm sure once it happens i'll be happy with it it seems like things should have changed, but nothing has.

hopefully this week won't be as crazy as the last.

party hard.

oh man i want to party tonight!

i was invited to a martini party, but alas i'm 2 hours away.
maybe tomorrow night... woo!

this is when i forget to breathe
and everything i've scripted sounds unfounded.
and you tell me what you are thinking
this ain't workin'
-death cab for cutie.

just listening to that, not as if it applies to anything at all, i suppose if you read really deep into it it could.

i'm really really really really not looking forward to the mucc meeting tonight,...
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