the sad thing is i'm sure this doesn't apply to me:
i push you away
only to wonder
why you dont come around
eh. its so weird feeling as if the person you were going to be with forever all of a sudden cuts off all emotional feelings for you and likes five million other girls.
or at least that's how it seems. i'm really lost right now, i can't even put to words what is going on in my mind.
so many things that aren't complete thoughts and worth anyone else reading but myself...
in other happy news:
i'm going to see pedro the lion tonight in chicago i think. yay! i'll probably cry. i think i cried seeing arlo guthrie last night. i'm a tear factory these days.
(i guess that's not so happy news, towards the end)
school is almost out! thank god for this, oh my goodness this past week has been so so terrible, i think in every respect imaginable.
but surprisingly i'm fairly happy. i'm a mess.
i push you away
only to wonder
why you dont come around
eh. its so weird feeling as if the person you were going to be with forever all of a sudden cuts off all emotional feelings for you and likes five million other girls.
or at least that's how it seems. i'm really lost right now, i can't even put to words what is going on in my mind.
so many things that aren't complete thoughts and worth anyone else reading but myself...
in other happy news:
i'm going to see pedro the lion tonight in chicago i think. yay! i'll probably cry. i think i cried seeing arlo guthrie last night. i'm a tear factory these days.
(i guess that's not so happy news, towards the end)
school is almost out! thank god for this, oh my goodness this past week has been so so terrible, i think in every respect imaginable.
but surprisingly i'm fairly happy. i'm a mess.
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Go to shows! have fun! you are young and alive in the here and now... no dwelling! You know how great you are, you love yourself, no? Don't let someone else's lack of judgement cloud your self-opinion! I am happy to hear that you cry at rock shows-- sometimes I think that is the best response because creative passion can be so beautiful.
Live girl! life is too short to bother otherwise.
xo