to me coming from you friend is a four letter word.

my head keeps swimming from lows to highs, i've edited this entry four times now, and i want it to be happier because things now will be fine, i'm not going bring up the subject of this any longer in conversation, although it will always be in the back of my mind, i'll just let it go, because it doesn't do any good talking about it with him, i've learned this as much, i just feel that he's hiding something somewhere that i don't know...
he knows what he's leaning towards and he's an asshole, so it doesn't sound like i have to wait for much, but hey he's allowed to be moody as well...
things should shape up to be perfect between us, or at least that's the goal.
shoot! score! touchdown!
blee