emaline

you're just a creep and you can't remember the last five years.

today was a good day, i had a good fair amount of breaks and i feel productive, made some money, got some lovin', and i feel a lot better about what happened last night, which was a bad night that i would rather not discuss.

all through winter.

sometimes people fall apart, they find other people to pick up their pieces, and that's what it does.
i have a feeling they aren't going to give me the days i requested off at work.
i'm in debt to school, and financial aid now tells me i need to turn in the same form i turned in last week verifying that my mom is a bum and hasn't turned in her taxes.

shallow water.

i want more friends, but i fear i don't have time for them. i would like to just quit all this hassle of shit, working, school, homeworking, and just move to oregon with toby and have the life i want to be having now, i don't want this one anymore, its not that its bad, its just unproductive and pointless.
i wish i was somewhere out and partying tonight, its really fun to feel like a loser walking around your dorm in your pj's while everyone else is getting all dolled up in skirts, ha.
anywho, i work a double tomorrow at o'charley's and i hopefully will be going to st. louis sunday for tattooing for toby, and maybe me.
yay.
bloop!!!