emaline

what happened to the internet being scary?

aren't people not supposed to call other people for fear that they may harass you?
well at least this is my impression.
but i'm crazy i guess.

internet relationships are the strangest thing in the world, i don't feel that close to the people i talk on aim, to want to continue it any further, with a phone...
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i really enjoy garrison keillor, i'm glad a certain person turned me on to him, he's one of the best storytellers of all time.

but today on his show, he mentioned how little boys really secretly hate playing baseball when they're little, and it got me thinking, the first time i ever played baseball was my senior year of high school, i would have loved...
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so i mailed in my contract today, just have to come up with a good theme, for the set. ::thinks:: i'm sure i'll come up with something, hehe.

i woke up at some point in the night and the sky was green... i haven't seen that since fifth grade.

it scared me for a moment and then i decided i'd rather sleep than worry about it.

today i'm going to be packing.

its so hott here today!!!

::strips out of clothes::

that's much better, haha.
(not really)

now everyone is just staring at me.
damn.

i'm not tired...

i just sleep.

happy dead day!

which means i'm supposed to study for my finals, which definitely isn't happening.

i want to be able to come up here this summer, but i can't without some sort of relational tie...
where would i sleep?

anyway, i guess my summer will just be spent at home... that's going to get old fast i'm sure. i want to have a fun...
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today is the busiest day of the week for me...

but all i want to do is go outside and play.

i don't wanna grow up, i'm a toys r us kid.

i'm ready for this to start happening now, i'm not going to let the fact that i'm not with him bother me any more, because i'm not with him, i have to treat him decently so i don't lose my best friend, and maybe that'll grow into something beautiful, that makes sense.

does he ever get the girl?
yes i'm listening to dashboard confessional...

actually...
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3 boys now have told me that they like me but can't be with me in a relationship.

::ponders:
just if i could get the entire boy population of the earth, i would then rule.

i rule.

i'm going on a date tonight that i'm not sure i want to go on, i'm sure once it happens i'll be happy with it it seems like things should have changed, but nothing has.

hopefully this week won't be as crazy as the last.

party hard.

oh man i want to party tonight!

i was invited to a martini party, but alas i'm 2 hours away.
maybe tomorrow night... woo!