tattoo!
today!
i'm scared.
today!
i'm scared.
changed the picture again...
tomorrow i'm going to isu to judge for ihsa debate tournament, pretty exciting. i'm actually looking forward to it, it'll be like high school, but the good part of high school. if that makes sense i don't know what will.
i want money, i'm taking donations, i've been thinking lately that lots of homeless people in big cities like chicago make...
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tomorrow i'm going to isu to judge for ihsa debate tournament, pretty exciting. i'm actually looking forward to it, it'll be like high school, but the good part of high school. if that makes sense i don't know what will.
i want money, i'm taking donations, i've been thinking lately that lots of homeless people in big cities like chicago make...
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blueeyedangel:
I am feeling a little psychic tonight and so I will tell you YES things will get better. But maybe not right ( I mean unless you took alot of college classes in highschool ) away....so just wait it out and have some fun bake some cookies thats always fun.
Nice tastes. I really liked American Gods too.
Nice tastes. I really liked American Gods too.
so, i may be going to a strip club tomorrow depending on the persuasion i receive this evening.
i would like to go. but i don't want to go because its with a girl that my boyfriend knows, stripping and that bothers me. lots in fact.
today, was sign up for a room day, i didn't have the 150$ so i didn't get a room,...
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i would like to go. but i don't want to go because its with a girl that my boyfriend knows, stripping and that bothers me. lots in fact.
today, was sign up for a room day, i didn't have the 150$ so i didn't get a room,...
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sarc:
I wish it was last September....
everyone seems so sad today.
i feel sad today.
here's my current circle of death. i go to work to make money for college, i hate work, work makes me busy for more time than i can really spend making money, without the money though i can't have the money for college, but all my money that i make doesn't go to work it goes...
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i feel sad today.
here's my current circle of death. i go to work to make money for college, i hate work, work makes me busy for more time than i can really spend making money, without the money though i can't have the money for college, but all my money that i make doesn't go to work it goes...
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robodeathcat:
hang in there. I know exactly about how you feel about the work cycle thing. ugh. belive me. Hopefully you'll be better off when its all done with, but when trying to better yourself feels like going through the motions, it can be a real pain. and having everyone around you all sad can't help either. trying times just make you stronger, right?
so i put a new picture up, its not very good, but it looks pretty artsy.
last night, hot hot heat was fantastic, i thought they sounded better than they did live, although other people thought otherwise. it was a great time.
everyone around me seems to be breaking up, just as the weather is getting better and the sun is shining over the corner,...
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last night, hot hot heat was fantastic, i thought they sounded better than they did live, although other people thought otherwise. it was a great time.
everyone around me seems to be breaking up, just as the weather is getting better and the sun is shining over the corner,...
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robodeathcat:
trust is amazing thing to give. to make yourself vulnerable. its so scary, but you'll never get anywhere without taking risks.
just gave my speech, spoke to quickly as usual.
and i'm sick again. the weather here is just horrid, it must have something to do with that.
last night i felt definitely close to death.
i just feel like nothing is the way it should be right now.
oh i just got the urge to watch labyrinth.
and i'm sick again. the weather here is just horrid, it must have something to do with that.
last night i felt definitely close to death.
i just feel like nothing is the way it should be right now.
oh i just got the urge to watch labyrinth.
robodeathcat:
i hope you feel better soon. labyrinth is cool. stay away from death, she's not someone you want to be getting close to.
i'm going to hot hot heat. yes!
my cell phone broke. no!
my digital camera broke. no!
secrets. fingertips. shhh
my cell phone broke. no!
my digital camera broke. no!
secrets. fingertips. shhh
robodeathcat:
Hot Hot heat played here the same night as the Nada Surf show (which I was already committed to). Let me know how it is.
trust-
it seems so difficult yet so easy to claim.
when i've had it before i've only lost it.
why should i try and have it again?
because it makes things grow, like sunlight and water for plants.
but its so difficult, especially after recent turmoil.
but you can do it. just keep repeating. trust him, he trusts you, you can trust him.
it seems so difficult yet so easy to claim.
when i've had it before i've only lost it.
why should i try and have it again?
because it makes things grow, like sunlight and water for plants.
but its so difficult, especially after recent turmoil.
but you can do it. just keep repeating. trust him, he trusts you, you can trust him.
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requiem:
They say that a person who trusts is never betrayed, only mistaken.
oso:
no, you never did. 'salright though.
hope everything works out for you and your boy.
hope everything works out for you and your boy.
so this weekend... or well focusing on saturday because that's when everything happened.
dinner at la gondola, which i swear always causes problems...
then the fight. a nasty one, we both didn't want to be anymore, and i have no idea how it happened but we saved us, to my definite amazement.
then the party. drinking, which i don't generally do. and he drank a...
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dinner at la gondola, which i swear always causes problems...
then the fight. a nasty one, we both didn't want to be anymore, and i have no idea how it happened but we saved us, to my definite amazement.
then the party. drinking, which i don't generally do. and he drank a...
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so i feel better today, i haven't showered yet, so i'm gross, but otherwise things are looking up for the first time in a long while.
i got a promotion at work, i now do the callbacks for the people who wanted to take the survey the previous week but the quotas were filled. which rules so much.
tonight, lan party, and i don't have...
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i got a promotion at work, i now do the callbacks for the people who wanted to take the survey the previous week but the quotas were filled. which rules so much.
tonight, lan party, and i don't have...
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sexydevil:
I would have to agree with your friend. I am an "artistic guy" and I can admit that. We are reallyrapped up into our craft. Constent validation and mood swings. The worst of all, most of the time, you will always be running in second to our first true love, Art. Well for me I guess that would be music.
Maybe your friend is right?
who knows :p
Maybe your friend is right?
who knows :p
bob_dobalina:
jason priestley still looks like he hasn't shaved a day in his life. congrats on the promotion!
gruph. nothing works out ever.
i wish i could write about this in some sort of creative way, but that just doesn't come to me naturally, i'm just so upset i can't even think.
nothing is worth this.
i wish i could write about this in some sort of creative way, but that just doesn't come to me naturally, i'm just so upset i can't even think.
nothing is worth this.
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oso:
aww...i hope you're gonna be alright.
would it be okay if i IM'd you sometime?
would it be okay if i IM'd you sometime?
robodeathcat:
Whatever it is, I'm sorry you have to feel that way. I'm busting out the Alkaline Trio myself tonight.
my throat hurts terribly. it'll be alright.
just when i thought i was doing horribly in all of my classes, it seems to have turned around, so that's a definite plus lately.
last night i went to a semi-sorta concert, nothing too great, it seemed like all of the musicians i saw, were music majors, and somehow couldn't hear the music that they were playing,...
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just when i thought i was doing horribly in all of my classes, it seems to have turned around, so that's a definite plus lately.
last night i went to a semi-sorta concert, nothing too great, it seemed like all of the musicians i saw, were music majors, and somehow couldn't hear the music that they were playing,...
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that picture makes you look like a cartoon...hehe