elzomo

So it is kinda sad cause i am not really feeling any better,even though i have been trying hard to concentrate on being a better person

I am in such a limbo at the moment, my contract at the radio station where i work is up at the end of november....and the other job i do part time is annoying the crap out of me.

i dont know if i want to move closer to sydney or if i want to move to melbourne or what the fuck i want to do. I keep saying to myself, 'shit you are 24, you need to start working out what you are doing with your life'

I feel like i am in such a stale place and i hate that. i constanly sit and try and work out what i want to do with y life, and kinda give myself a bit of a plan, but after agreeing internally with myself, i always change my mind in a couple of days.

I am passing up going to the arias on the weekend, cause i feel i just need to go home and see my family. I kinda hoping it will ground me and i will be able to sort out where my head is at and what i want to do. I think i will be sittng there going, why the hell am i sitting in my parents lounge room, when i could be at the arias!?!?!

oh well.....i guess i should just make a decision and stick to it....hmmmm if only i could figure one out!!!

massive hugs to all of you!!!