elye

So i ended up in hospital this morning
iv been pretty ill and gettign weaker and weaker, noone can touch me without me becoming bruised, i had some fasting blood tests this morning so i didnt eat anything yesterday, the docotrs could barley find any vains in me and im not bleeding, they couldnt get one drop out! aparently my body is in shock, the hospital managed to get some blood but really looked bad, kinda dark purple, frothy in places, watery in others, im not alloud to dance untill 5th nov when i get my results and even taht depends on what the results are! its so frustrating to reach my last year of study after so much money and hard work to find i might not be able to even finish! feeling pretty shit so send me love hearts and cuddles and stuff please

(spoilers: random pics from last week that was ment to make up my blog but i dont have the energy right now and if im honest a blog is the least of my worrys)