elvishwinter

Hello there, all.
It's been almost a year.
It's been a lot of ups and downs, but I'm still here.
You know that person I was happy with, well we spilt.
Found a new guy after that...
Turns out he has paranoid schizophrenia....
Got back with the ex. <3
Now he found someone new...Won't talk to me...
(His name is Ivellios on here, if you want to kick his ass)
I have someone new...
It's not going to last....


I remember when I used to be happy,
Now everything is shot to all hell.
I guess I'm going to see someone about my depression, soon.
Since all I do is cry about Ivellios.
I miss him so much...

On to happier things,
I beat my first video game, Pokemon: Black, awww yeah!
I learned how to play, Magic: the Gathering.
I'm starting to read A Clockwork Orange, even though I already watched the movie...WHICH WAS AWESOME!
I got a newer car, and I <3 it!

Back to sad things...
I will never be loved like he loved me, and it hurts to see that now...
I love him so much still. There's always hope. Once I graduate college, and have a stable job and life, maybe I will find someone new. There is a picture I'd like to post, but I can't find my microSD big card. Makes me happy inside.

If your a long-haired skinny-ish guy that likes nerdy things, message me, lol, just kidding, or maybe I'm not.
You'll never know.