elvez666

I sit down for my first session on my foo dogs in 2 hours. Kinda really nervous. They are freaking huge. They take up both of my upper arms. Hopefully I'll make it through at least outline and shading tonight. It has been 3 weeks since the breakup. I was minding my own business last night trying not to think about her or at least not bother her, when i get a text message simply saying hi. Sounds dumb but it made it hard to breath. I litterally almost puked up my heart. Well maybe shes realizing she really doesn't want to be without me. I'm not getting my hopes up. If she daes want me back its going to be entirely different this time on my part. I have a pretty thick wall up and its going to take more than a few mongolians to rip it dow.

So freaking jumpy. Its hard to sit still while getting poked billions of times