elvesmischief

Last weekend was....interesting I don't want to go into it, I'll just leave it as interesting. I gotta start buckling down more at school and stop taking complete sabaticles (is that the right word? I think it is) from my brain every weekend! It's just not working out! So yeah I need to do that. I also have to start looking at what classes I'm taking next semester...I love picking out new classes (I'm such a nerd!) I really do like school, and I know how important it is, and I look around at some of the other students here and most of the ones I see are just goofing off and taking the easy way out and getting f*d up every weekend, and a good many weeknights, and then yesterday I looked at myself and realized I've been doing that for the past few weeks! at least more than I would like! and I can't afford it, monetarily and mentally. I mean what's the point in being at college if I'm just going to "get by" (maybe) and just fuck around! I've been out there in the "real world" maybe for not very long, but long enough to know that it pretty much sucks if you don't have a decent education, unless you're really lucky. I took myself back to school , which was probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, and it's totally worth it, but I might as well pack up and go home now if I'm going to be spending every weekend like I have been spending the past few!

Ok sorry about that whole rant/lecture thing to myself there. Hope everybody had a great weekend.