about time for a fuckin update right??
well both of my laptops are broken and i live in farmland so shoot me. haha
honestly lately ive been so busy i cant think straight. i had to plan my daughters first birthday party (which went gloriously) and now im planning my husbands going away party and my sister in laws baby shower on top of two jobs and school (i start on Aug 23) and to be honest i hardly have the energy to write this haha.
I got a second job because i was paranoid that when Matthew leaves for Afghanistan ill be hoarded up in my house crying. but 2 jobs was too much (including my kid and all) haha so i let one go.
Ive been seriously contemplating doing a set since my new found freedom lately. But i would only go through with it if my husband was absolutely supportive and i seriously doubt hell ever come around. Hes very protective and doesn't want to shares me!
and i partly agree with him. i mean if the shoe was on the other foot and he showed his jibbly bits to a shit ton of gals i would be LIVID. lol
well see.
apart from all that jazz im actually going through an emotional roller coaster so drastic i think i might need therapy or meds. im so depressed about him leaving but when were together im so happy that i forget all about it. im either crying or cracking up and its exhausting. ugh. God, help me. or... someone.
pics soon. and thats a promise.
well both of my laptops are broken and i live in farmland so shoot me. haha
honestly lately ive been so busy i cant think straight. i had to plan my daughters first birthday party (which went gloriously) and now im planning my husbands going away party and my sister in laws baby shower on top of two jobs and school (i start on Aug 23) and to be honest i hardly have the energy to write this haha.
I got a second job because i was paranoid that when Matthew leaves for Afghanistan ill be hoarded up in my house crying. but 2 jobs was too much (including my kid and all) haha so i let one go.
Ive been seriously contemplating doing a set since my new found freedom lately. But i would only go through with it if my husband was absolutely supportive and i seriously doubt hell ever come around. Hes very protective and doesn't want to shares me!
and i partly agree with him. i mean if the shoe was on the other foot and he showed his jibbly bits to a shit ton of gals i would be LIVID. lol
well see.
apart from all that jazz im actually going through an emotional roller coaster so drastic i think i might need therapy or meds. im so depressed about him leaving but when were together im so happy that i forget all about it. im either crying or cracking up and its exhausting. ugh. God, help me. or... someone.
pics soon. and thats a promise.
I miss talking to you too! Hopefully once we both get our lives straightened out we can talk again.