elusivedragonfly

College applications need to die.
seriously.
They always make me feel inadequate.
fuck, everything makes me feel inadequate.
I am so done with everything. I know what serious changes in myself that i should sustain although i dont have the motivation to do so. Ironicly enough though my lack of motivation is something i strive to change.
as is the ability to write better blogs.
blech.

edit:
heh heh on the upside i just did the app to be a sg. that was far the easiest application ive done today.