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Day 2 of this 4 day workshop/cert is in the books, I’m working on a long blog that I’m dying to post but looks like it’ll be Sunday before I can get it all finished and posted. Hope everyone is having a great week!

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I fully intended on posting more this weekend, but once I left my house Friday night things got busy and stayed that way until late last night when I finally got still and rested. It was a great weekend; I went out with some friends to celebrate a birthday and had a wonderful night that turned into a lovely morning of delicious breakfast and some...
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Woke up feeling out of sorts, in need of...something. It's my mom's birthday and I am smoking ribs and a brisket, so I think that will provide me with some time to sink into tending the smoker so I can clear some of the fog from my head. There's a Hobo Johnson song (if you haven't listened to him yet, please do, he's a fucking...
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It's 5:30 in the morning. I haven't slept, and I just started Hobo With a Shotgun for the first time in years. I think I'm still awake because I went to the gym for the first time in months, and my body and mind are quite pleased. I should clearly do that more often.

I have a ton of things to do that I could...
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I've been reflecting a lot lately on where I'm at, where I've been, and where I'm going. I've been through a lot in terms of love in my life, not a lot of it positive in nature. This is not exclusive to romantic love, but rather with my ability to love myself and consistently recognize my own value.

This difficulty was compounded by the fact...
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It’s 1:00 in the morning on All Saints’ Day, and I’m sitting in a casino hotel room just soaking up the vibes. They are so lovely, and I am still in awe of my budding ability to sink into that good feeling and just sort of nest there while I can. For as long as I can remember, I have been afraid to be openly...
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It's finally Halloween guys, my tied-for-favorite holiday (Saint Pat's is the other, obviously), and I am feeling the Samhain vibes in the best way on this late night. I've been broadcasting on CB and listening to Misfits and old AFI the last couple of hours and it's just perfect.

I think I've always been drawn to Halloween because of the way it brings the macabre...
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