This year, of course, turned out to be extremely bright for events and emotions, but we will talk about something else. I have never written so many notes in any other year! Each new read or viewed work and music (and especially communication with people) evokes in my head a hail of arrows from abstract metaphors and hypotheses, and each new emotion, which, as usual, generously rewards with a shaky mood, at the same time grants a certain number of opportunities for further development, and if earlier this variety of vectors frightened me , then now, in the depths of the unconscious, a resounding echo comes from "Let’s destroy something!” And I am immensely glad of this fact, because the mind must be hungry. In general, subjectively - frank, objectively - not a revelation. Some of my most relevant notes at different times of the year without any need or reason.
Any violence against one's nature is a dead end for sincerity.
What you believe in amazingly starts working for you.
Love is the highest value of human existence.
The ability to love is also a skill that can and should be developed.
Sometimes people need silent human warmth and hugs, and not a scrupulous analysis of all the details that led to his problem.
Every person is a prison.
Do not forget that in order to understand something new, you must first learn something new. There is no life in a vacuum cranium with old settings.
With some people I feel lonely, with others I feel terribly lonely.
The one who is not equal to you in assessment and experience, who does not have natural strength and can be a pivot, the one whose heart is blind and deaf, will never truly understand you and the torment of your mind, therefore, will never sincerely love you, confession of love born from understanding. Yeah, Somerset Maugham taught me something.
If you suppress your emotions instead of expressing them, then the somatic response will be there very soon.
What is the pale shadow of one's own life? When choosing familiar paths, do not become better, and do not challenge yourself - running away from yourself. The future you will be broken by the passivity of your present.
