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im thinkin anout cutting off my dreads... i miss being able to do things with my hair especially dying it. i cant seem to keep the color in especially getting it to penetrate the big fatties. but everytime i pick up a pair of scissors i decide that im too attached to them or ive worked too hard. they seem to look better every day as they get longer and tighter. i think if i do cut them off ill leave some here and there. there is always the possibility of havin a dreadhawk or perhaps a dreadie mullet but i miss when it looked like this:
for me dreads were a means of exercising my patience but i guess i have none. they are a pain in the ass to wash and dry. i suppose i can always do it again but it just takes so long for them to look good. i went though a period of looking like shit and wearing lots of hats and bandanas, which brings up another point: i cant wear any of my old hats because my head is too fat!

call me an attention whore but i always liked all of the reactions i would get when i would do something drastic to change the way i look. i think i get too bored with myself or maybe i just did that to distract myself from whatever bad feelings i was having. so... whatchas think??