Sunday, 4pm, i received a chillin phone call that shocked me.
He said we lost him, he said hes gone.
I stood in the middle of my living room with a blank look in me,
It feels like a nightmare, i couldnt beleive it, i didnt want to beleive it.
Life is a pretty unpredictable path, death will present itself in the most unusual way and when you least expected, and to whom you least expected it to.
Like a good friend said "no good men should die alone" isolated in cold emptyness of the sea.
Even though i hate to say this... (i still hope for a chance, a slight chance that a miracle happens)
Today we lost a friend, we lost a father, we lost a husband, we lost a son, we lost a good man; and what surprise me the most is that life keeps on goin; some people mourn in their own ways and some dont mourn at all and what i hate the most about me is that it hasnt hit me yet, i mean, i feel bad but not to the point of givin up... i still look for a ray hope, for a chance, but it seems that this is real, so real its scary.
In the end, i guess thats the circle of life, not a perfect circle but it all happens for a reason... now all i can do is just pray cause im not ready to say good bye yet, i still reminisce of the good times we had, i still reminisce of all we went through.
Today our flags flew half mast, reminding us that we had lost one of our brothers, but even though it seems like everybody has given up i still wish...wish for a miracle.
Samuel Valdez RIP.
He said we lost him, he said hes gone.
I stood in the middle of my living room with a blank look in me,
It feels like a nightmare, i couldnt beleive it, i didnt want to beleive it.
Life is a pretty unpredictable path, death will present itself in the most unusual way and when you least expected, and to whom you least expected it to.
Like a good friend said "no good men should die alone" isolated in cold emptyness of the sea.
Even though i hate to say this... (i still hope for a chance, a slight chance that a miracle happens)
Today we lost a friend, we lost a father, we lost a husband, we lost a son, we lost a good man; and what surprise me the most is that life keeps on goin; some people mourn in their own ways and some dont mourn at all and what i hate the most about me is that it hasnt hit me yet, i mean, i feel bad but not to the point of givin up... i still look for a ray hope, for a chance, but it seems that this is real, so real its scary.
In the end, i guess thats the circle of life, not a perfect circle but it all happens for a reason... now all i can do is just pray cause im not ready to say good bye yet, i still reminisce of the good times we had, i still reminisce of all we went through.
Today our flags flew half mast, reminding us that we had lost one of our brothers, but even though it seems like everybody has given up i still wish...wish for a miracle.
Samuel Valdez RIP.
nerra:
you ok man?
you ok man?
hopelessaddict:
*hugs* dear *hugs*