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Tuesday Dec 07, 2004

Dec 7, 2004
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I've been incredibly depressed lately... I'm willing to admit this. I've felt alone, VERY ugly, and worthless.

I know, I know, nothing new.

The diffrence is I'm trying to take positive steps into changing it this time. I'm tired of waiting until the funk is gone.. I'm gunna make it go away this time.

YAY!

Ohhh and I'm gunna go get my haircut today.. I've been putting it off for sometime now... I'm terrified of the barber chair I've decided.
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kritter:
Oh Well----

sorry you are feeling so "worthless" . take it from your partner in pain, i'm there 5 out of 7 days a week. I have my reasons, i'm sure you have yours. one truth i know about depression, it is relative to the person who is experiencing it. that's why I alwys hate when people tell me "it's not that bad", and "it will get better". how the fuck do they know? are they inside my head, do they know what fuels me? a big fat no. so i won't give you the requisite , "chin up little buckaroo, it will get better". i mean it will get better, it always does. when it get's better is up to you though.

on a much more important note. did you EVER find that bra. because though i feel the bloodkitten may be a little undertrained for this task, there is always rudi , the one-eyed wonder cat. yes , i really do have a one-eyed cat. long story, ask and i will tell.

ok---enough of my blather. i know you may feel sad. but i hope this line of meaningless drivel makes you smile---atleast a little. I know what it is like not to have your center. I hope you find yours---and your smile. you really do have a great one.---OUT


KRIT/

[Edited on Dec 07, 2004 9:23PM]

[Edited on Dec 07, 2004 9:25PM]
Dec 7, 2004
cunninglinquist:
I myself have ups and downs, and right now is a long down. I know things will get better, and I know that I have friends, a few, that actually care about me.
Get a haircut and a new look and you will feel better
Dec 7, 2004

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