elphie

I need to learn to say no to people...

I wanna go to this damn Fae Festival more than anything... it's never been in Oregon before, and I've been obsessed with Faeries and Elves since I was a little girl.

Issue being it's on the same damn weekend that I promised to be in Salem or Seattle (I dun remember which) to play an NPC.

15 minutes of playing some retarded character because they happen to think I'm good at making people laugh...

Orrrrr

Two days of Faeries and all they have to offer.

Problem is I can't seem to say, "Sorry can't do this for you guys." I almost missed 'Urinetown' because of the same situation. In that case though I was able to leap up from being a dead carrivan bitch... drive to the house in muddy drenched clothing, take a shower and make myself pretty (well as pretty as I can personaly ever look) to go see the damn show. That's not gunna happen this time around.

I hate trying to please everyone else... sometimes I think I forget to make myself happy.

I'm having a few other issues too... things I'm a little embraessed to even mention thinking... meh I'm such a retarded girl soemtimes.

Oh... and this little piece of information... if going to make me sick!:

"On July 20 Wicked welcomes a New Kid to the block: Pop superstar Joey McIntyre makes his Broadway debut as Fiyero, the young guy who’s bewitched by Elphaba."

I just keep seeing him breaking out into some horrid boy bad song... or Donnie and the rest of them comming in and taking over the stage.

Egawds....