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I'm so excited and tired and frustrated. I'm going home soon, that will be nice to see my mom and all my close friends. I have finals comming up, lots of papers, so much reading to catch up on. I'm so tired, I've been working so much lately, and I'm always there so late.

Aside from all this going on, I'm totally preoccupied with the fact that I'm graduating soon. I don't think I'm ready for that. On the one hand I'm so sick of school and ready to be done, but at the same time I'm scared. What if I get a job I hate? How am I going to pay back my student loans? What if I have to move?

To much crap. I just want to drink beer and hang out. Which I'm sure I will do when I'm home, which is super warm, even now in December, meaning I can hang out and drink beer by the pool. Sweet. Oh yeah my mom has a rad bull dog. I mean, he is rad when he isn't trying to devour me, I'm small so he thinks I'm a prey animal. Haha.