elora

crazy
its funny what a walk in the freezing cold woods at 1 AM will do to someone..

to make a long story short..

we reconciled last night..

its hard to just throw 5 years away..I've never seen him cry before..he's not one for showing emotions and well thats how i know that he was being sincere last night. He said he wants to get help.. but he's afraid to do it alone so i'll be there every step of the way.

i know in my heart that he's the one... and i know everyone was saying to be strong and move on.. but its difficult to do so when you just know that this is right...

come a few months...hey even a few weeks from now and i'm wrong you can all say i told ya so..

but for now i've got my sanity back.. and i couldn't be happier