I feel depressed again...
Hope i won't post everydays again as i used to.
But why do i feel so easily depressed all the fucking time?
i don't manage to cover my wounds..even when i'm busy..and nothing can makes me feel busy enough to not think anymore.
I wish there was something..
I feel useless in life and i often think about killing myself.
But maybe this is normal and everybody does?
I gave up psy because they always tell what i expect them to tell
I guess i have to work my music..maybe this is the key to heal but i can't help doubting all the fucking time.
I doubt about absolutly everything in my fucking life
Maybe i'm just too much selfish?
Because i always remain alone instead of trying to socialise with others..but i don't know how
Hope i won't post everydays again as i used to.
But why do i feel so easily depressed all the fucking time?
i don't manage to cover my wounds..even when i'm busy..and nothing can makes me feel busy enough to not think anymore.
I wish there was something..
I feel useless in life and i often think about killing myself.
But maybe this is normal and everybody does?
I gave up psy because they always tell what i expect them to tell
I guess i have to work my music..maybe this is the key to heal but i can't help doubting all the fucking time.
I doubt about absolutly everything in my fucking life
Maybe i'm just too much selfish?
Because i always remain alone instead of trying to socialise with others..but i don't know how
In real life I have no friends because I'm so awkward and really unsure how to act
So me on this site is my attempt at being social
If you ever want to chat just let me know
Hugs