eloiine

I feel depressed again...
Hope i won't post everydays again as i used to.
But why do i feel so easily depressed all the fucking time?
i don't manage to cover my wounds..even when i'm busy..and nothing can makes me feel busy enough to not think anymore.
I wish there was something..
I feel useless in life and i often think about killing myself.
But maybe this is normal and everybody does?
I gave up psy because they always tell what i expect them to tell
I guess i have to work my music..maybe this is the key to heal but i can't help doubting all the fucking time.
I doubt about absolutly everything in my fucking life

Maybe i'm just too much selfish?
Because i always remain alone instead of trying to socialise with others..but i don't know how