elodi

This week has been so weird.
I started work at the piercing shop. It's going to be amazing. Thankfully I've just about run out of places to get pierced, though that's a complete lie. I find more every day, but it's starting to get into things that are for real (hips anybody?) and that will most definitely grow out and leave scars. That makes me sad. So I've got only a couple more "normal" (whatever that is) ones left to get, and then who knows.
My ex-fiance moved in last week. Yes, take a minute for that to register. But yea, it was just easier to keep the same living arrangement I guess. We fought for 4 days straight. Over things like how much space he should get on the ledges in the shower. No joke. He thought he should get half, because he pays half the rent, meaning he's entitled to half of everything. Even half of the ledges in the shower, even though I use both shampoo and conditioner, and he doesn't condition, so clearly I have more stuff. So I gave up part of the shower caddy, and kept all 4 corners. Muahaha.
And despite the fact that I've been surrounded by people and have ones that are basically on-call to do anything whenever I ask, I'm quite lonely. I don't know why. I have friends who care about me, my family loves me in spite of everything, but I'm just finding it difficult to feel connected. I think it might be because the people I want most right now are very distant, either in space, or frame of mind. I'd like them to come back to me.
That is all.