I really miss home today 
I hate Martinique and the horrible men who hiss at me and grab me wherever I go, the women are no better either, jealous cows. All I want to do is hang out with my friends in Leeds and at home. I really miss my mum (also my best friend), she keeps texting me and telling me that she misses me and it makes it worse. Luckily I am going home in a week and a half but it is dragging. I haven't been home for 7 months which usually isn't a problem at all, I was in China for 6 months and I could have stayed there a lifetime but this place is so depressing and everything I do or touch here breaks. I miss wearing socks and a sweater and watching a film with my friends on a sofa with a cup of tea, just basic shit like that. Here I have to shower 4 times a day cos it's so bloody hot; around the house I can't wear anything but wear my underwear cos anything else is unbearable. I go to work, come back sweaty and exhausted then sleep for the rest of the day, then chain smoke and watch re-runs of sex and the city (which I previously hated but is now the only thing that reminds me of having fun and big cities, which I love) until I am too tired to keep my eyes open. THAT IS MY LIFE!!!! Sorry, having a very bad day, but this is basically how I feel every day here, I just want to skip all the travelling hell and get a non sweaty hug from someone I like. Like a friend!!!
End of rant.
I hate Martinique and the horrible men who hiss at me and grab me wherever I go, the women are no better either, jealous cows. All I want to do is hang out with my friends in Leeds and at home. I really miss my mum (also my best friend), she keeps texting me and telling me that she misses me and it makes it worse. Luckily I am going home in a week and a half but it is dragging. I haven't been home for 7 months which usually isn't a problem at all, I was in China for 6 months and I could have stayed there a lifetime but this place is so depressing and everything I do or touch here breaks. I miss wearing socks and a sweater and watching a film with my friends on a sofa with a cup of tea, just basic shit like that. Here I have to shower 4 times a day cos it's so bloody hot; around the house I can't wear anything but wear my underwear cos anything else is unbearable. I go to work, come back sweaty and exhausted then sleep for the rest of the day, then chain smoke and watch re-runs of sex and the city (which I previously hated but is now the only thing that reminds me of having fun and big cities, which I love) until I am too tired to keep my eyes open. THAT IS MY LIFE!!!! Sorry, having a very bad day, but this is basically how I feel every day here, I just want to skip all the travelling hell and get a non sweaty hug from someone I like. Like a friend!!!
End of rant.
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deceptiviewfilm:
Y are you there in Martinique anyway?
elnois:
because I am on my year abroad. If I leave early I will fail my whole degree.