i didnt think Id miss her like this. i (foolishly) thought that the two weeks that she didnt return my calls would have gotten me over her. nope.
tonight I went to see a band that we used to go see together. they played a rock-block of her two favorite songs that they cover. songs I hate, but I loved seeing her get all excited and start dancing. that on top of a lazy saturday just really hurts.
She used to come over on friday night and stay until sunday evening. we would do nothing. and it was great. maybe I took her for granted or wronged her somehow. ill probably never know what really happened.
not only is my bed too big without her, but my couch and my whole apartment seems a bit empty. i still made too much coffee this morning.
drunk and lonesome again,
who said memories are friends,
drunk and lonesome again,
back where it all began southern culture on the skids
tonight I went to see a band that we used to go see together. they played a rock-block of her two favorite songs that they cover. songs I hate, but I loved seeing her get all excited and start dancing. that on top of a lazy saturday just really hurts.
She used to come over on friday night and stay until sunday evening. we would do nothing. and it was great. maybe I took her for granted or wronged her somehow. ill probably never know what really happened.
not only is my bed too big without her, but my couch and my whole apartment seems a bit empty. i still made too much coffee this morning.
drunk and lonesome again,
who said memories are friends,
drunk and lonesome again,
back where it all began southern culture on the skids
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i've been there, and it's a difficult, dark, ugly, hurtful place to be in. everything you did together is littered with memories of what used to be and what might have been. the what ifs start filling your head and you just can't deal with it anymore and you'd give anything to have them back and have everything the way it was "before".
unfortunately, we can't go back there, and we only have to look forward. to what, exactly, i don't know. i was supposed to be getting married this coming june...and i've realized more and more every day that my life is so much better now that he is not in it.
of course, kicking myself all the while for spending tha tmuch time with an asshat...