elmcitydrunk

trying to get motivated to go get some work done, but it's just not happening. i hate sidejobs. some people love extra work and the money and i just don't care. i just want to do my job and go home. i don't want to spend my free time working too. i guess i'm just a slacker. i hate how when people i know ask me to do work for them i say yes because i want to help out, but i end up blowing them off because i have other shit to do or just am not in the mood to work. must be a side effect of the depression, with the motivation issues. my mom calls it an enertia problem. ya know- a body at rest and what not. i have good intentions but bad follow through. that holds true for most things in my life, though, not just work.

i am, however, looking forward to a fun night at shag frenzy with a bunch of the sgct'ers. killer tunes, awsome people, and smoking at a bar. what's better than that?