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ok, i am pretty much over it. time to go running. that will be loverly! on a head full of xanax (only one, but it did the trick. i stopped crying...YAY!)

once again it is a gorgeous day in portlandia, and i am so over being inside typing right now.

kisses dahlings
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l7rules:
oh yea over typing being inside...i might be if it wasnt so dang cold out frown love love kiss kiss
joenobody:
i love joggers. love
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oh shit.

its my bimonthly breakdown time. Meh! I can't stop crying and I have soooo much to do. really, all i wanna do is curl up with my Ruca in bed. I suppose i could watch gilbert one more time. and cry. and cry. and snuggle with kitty. yes, that is what i shall do now.

frown
crystalized118:
frown frown I'm a sucka for girls that cry frown frown

Cheer up sweets!
dakini:
*hugs*
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Holy Crrrrrap!

It is gorgeous here in portland today! i need to watch gilbert grape, and write a paper, but its too perty! Must. Go. For. Hike.

I hear Washington park is a great place to meet non-hetero men, so I will go there wink . Its a good hike.

I am sitting here listening to Kiss right now. Monovox seems to think it is weird...
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suntlacrimae:
Funny girl. It was nice in Eugene today, er, yesterday too. I saw it from my window. frown

Hey, nobody tells that manly-man, Clint Eastwood-esque guy what to do! tongue

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suntlacrimae:
Thanks. biggrin

It'll be fine. I just have to think, is all, and I'm really not in the mood for it.

Luce has been a sweetie and stayed up all night with me, hitting the catnip as hard as I hit the coffee. We are a pretty scary pair right now; I think we're both hallucinating. tongue
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I bought Whats Eating Gilbert Grape today. Woot woot!

I need to watch it for a final paper in my Speech and Language Disorders in children class. I could not rent it anywhere, I guess everyone in my class lives near me. It has been out for weeks. But now i own it, AND I CAN WATCH MY BOYFRIEND JOHNNY ANYTIME I WANT!

Enough of...
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monovox:
Ya, scary keeps away the riff-raff. darn riff-raff anyway.



interesting late night thread above...

l7rules:
wow thats a lot of questions i love no im on a chair though biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

gilbert grape is a good moviemy favorite line is "thank you gilbert you say thank you" biggrin biggrin
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today i checked out a house in s.e. portland. it was wild.

it takes me damn near an hour on the bus to get to se 153rd and division, and when i get there the chick is a fucking hippie. and she offered me pot. and her house was a mess, although she had just moved in 2 weeks ago. she had a real cute...
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l7rules:
well i suppose that would be weird for that to haoppen around where i live now but ive lived places that all that u described would have been perfectly normal wink

Happy St. Patricks day!!! wink wink wink shocked shocked shocked
catdad:
That is quite a ways out, especially if you are more urban oriented. Too far out. I'm sure the pot could help with that, though. wink But yeah, you can probably do quite a bit better.
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MEH!

i cant sleep.

so i look at nekked girls.

it could be worse, i suppose. harrumph.

i just have to work somewhat early. harrumph.

and i'm not sleepy at all.

COME TO ME SLEEP!!! COME TO ME, COME TO ME!

suntlacrimae:
Yo, sleep, get your bitch ass away from me and go hang out with elleseven!

harrumph!
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Thank you all for the lovely birthday wishes! I was trying to personally thank you all, but I got a little lazy and gave up because there were a lot. Made me feel good smile

To all of you that were there for my birthday:

Thanks for putting up with my bitch ass drunken self. I had fun, dammit! And I hope you all did, too!...
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l7rules:
sorry ur blue today frown

pink sparkly ones biggrin biggrin that made me smile wink

glad u had such a good bday!! thats sweet biggrin biggrin
suntlacrimae:
Will do.

Sparkly pink undies make EVERYTHING better.
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Ho hum.

today definately sucks ass. I drank too much last night, and stayed up waaaayyyyy too late, then had to work this morning. I am so glad to be home. But, I have to tidy up because my brother and his wife are coming over soon, and I don't want to be too embarassed. But really, I just want to go to sleep. I...
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mogwa:
how are you doing darlin?? your mom will always love you...mean things sometimes just need to be done in order to assert a level of independence...I have a tendency to do them more than I mean to. whatever

I think you should join the "GIRLS ONLY" group...I just read the best thread ever..."Hey, your vag is normal"...you must go check it out...really every woman should. Let me know what you think.

kiss kiss kiss ARRR!!!
suntlacrimae:
Me too! I figure I've got the bitchy part down. Now I just have to wait. Bwa ha ha ha!
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so, we have to wear all black where i work and stuff, and i always try to look a little fucked up. Today I shall look like a burglar (how the hell do you spell that one?). But, a cute one, like Bailey. I will wear a skirt with some fishnets, and a black shirt, and my burglar hat! ha ha ha. Dont I...
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l7rules:
mm black beanie biggrin biggrin love
dr_ew:
All black? You must work in one of those places I don't set foot in.
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You know how when you quit smoking you almost feel like you actually will die? Thats how I feel. My chest feels empty. It is very weird.

Veruca is out exploring the hallway now. She is very interested in apt. N where there are two cats. She keeps trying to play with them, but their people are not home. too bad Ruca.

Yay for the...
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dr_ew:
Never smoked, but I get that feeling when I haven't had milk in a day or two.
heresy2007:
your trying to quit smoking? awsome!