elleseven

Screw scenesters! God I am so sick of them. Especially the PDX ones who all try to be different but end up the same. The only reason I rant abou this is that it caused a massive crying/arguing/puking due to panic session last night because I have friends in that scene and my boyfriend hates them. Goddammit! He feels that he is a hateful bastard because he does not like all of my friends, but seriously, he only has a few really good friends and can't stand most of mine. All but one or two, actually. Fuck it! I am so pissed off today I can't even think of what to do. I know my friend has Percosets and all I want is to take some to make me feel less hateful today. It can definitely be delt with somehow, but why must I feel like I can't hang with my friends when he can whenever because I like his firends. Gaw!

Sorry about the rant, I just needed to let it go and that is basically what I use this site for.