elleseven

today is a terrible, horrible, no good very bad day.

I have to work a split shift at my shitty ass job. Now I am at the library where i cannot get an account because my driver's license is expired. And, to top it off (this day would not be so bad if it weren't for this) My fucking checking account has been dropped. I am an idiot. I accidentally deposited an empty envelope with what i thought was a check for 86 dollars, and they put a hold on the account. Now I can't find the damn check, so I have no proof of it being an accident. I think I took it in stride, I didn't get too upset with the banker. Most likely because I took 2 xanax while at work because I had a panic attack in the middle of my first shift.

Fuckity fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

yesterday was cool though. monovox took me for a ride on his motocicletta to the gorge. we went on the historic highway all the way to multnomah falls, which is gorgeous. The entire ride was sweet. It was a fantastic day for weather.

Today is nice too, but I just can't bring myself to reward myself by going outside. I feel like I need to torture myself for being an idiot with my fucking bank account.