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update...

hmm.

grumpy me, stayed up til almost 6 this morning. didnt sleep much.

i am excited though, abra's boy has this great idea for a graphic novel/ tv show/ film. i just started sketching the characters tonight. i am not much of an artist, but hopefully this will motivate me to get better at drawing. that would be awesome. i really like his idea, it has to do with monsters, which i really love to draw. i just need to work on making them look the same from panel to panel. that should be a bit tough for me. i am motivated though.

i have sworn off boys for a while. at least a while. all they do is cause me trouble and grief. i am so sick of it. why can't i just have a perfect boyfriend? is that too much to ask for? i suppose it is. my theory is that there are two kinds of people. assholes with some redeeming qualities, and awesome people with a few asshole tendencies. i would just love to find an awesome person with little asshole idiosyncracies. that would be great.

alas, i am having a very hard time finding that, which is why i am swearing off boys for a while. i figure it wont happen if i am looking for it. it most likely will take me by surprise if and when it does.

ah fuck it Dude, lets go bowling