ahhhhhhhhh.... huge sigh of relief.
today was the first day i felt happy in a really long time. i have been so down since i moved to portland. i even did some organizing in my appartment, it almost feels like home. i hate my space though. it has cement walls. and i cant paint them. boo.
and, i got an a on my quiz! yay!
what are peoples' thoughts on this:
i met a boy who i really really like. both of us are recently heartbroken, like, we were dumped at basically the same time a couple months ago. i know he likes me, but he told me he cant fall in love with me, so dont expect it (he is still in love with the ex...). so i am not. but i have stayed at his house and snuggled with him twice now, and its great! maybe we can be friends that snuggle? i dont know. neither of us have been in this sort of situation. its a bit weird, but i think it is good. sort of a way to fill the void of an ex. and its not like its one sided. we both feel this way.
please tell me what you all think.
today was the first day i felt happy in a really long time. i have been so down since i moved to portland. i even did some organizing in my appartment, it almost feels like home. i hate my space though. it has cement walls. and i cant paint them. boo.
and, i got an a on my quiz! yay!
what are peoples' thoughts on this:
i met a boy who i really really like. both of us are recently heartbroken, like, we were dumped at basically the same time a couple months ago. i know he likes me, but he told me he cant fall in love with me, so dont expect it (he is still in love with the ex...). so i am not. but i have stayed at his house and snuggled with him twice now, and its great! maybe we can be friends that snuggle? i dont know. neither of us have been in this sort of situation. its a bit weird, but i think it is good. sort of a way to fill the void of an ex. and its not like its one sided. we both feel this way.
please tell me what you all think.
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With the weather we're having, how can you not feel your spirits lifted? I can feel a bit of that spring cleaning bug coming on.
In case you don't remember from seven or so years ago, Rob Gordon (John Cusack) has a "we both got out of a relationship," relasionship. Lets just say he didn't fair to well, but thats just a movie and Rob's a shallow asshole for most of his life.
Anyway, the Firehouse.
I came with in inches of owning my towns old fire station. If it comes back and I can get it, I'd feel obligated to use it, even though I'd really like to go to art school and travel first.
I think if you go back to like july or so in my journals its about all I talk about.