um, i feel like my life is out of my control. this is not a good thing, obviously. i have been sleeping way too much (like 12 hours a night) and partying too much as well. my last journal entry gave an idea of how crazy i can get, and well, this whole last week or two have been almost as nutso as that night of karaoke.
i really need to do something. like perhaps, add a little structure to my life. so much has happened to me emotionally that i feel like i cannot control anything. but you know, just writing those words down make me feel shameful about how i have been behaving. i am the only person who can control my life. there may be outside variables, but i am the one who has to deal with those. i suppose i have just not been doing that properly. or sanely.
cheers to more self control, eh??
i need to be a pirate, not a hostage
i really need to do something. like perhaps, add a little structure to my life. so much has happened to me emotionally that i feel like i cannot control anything. but you know, just writing those words down make me feel shameful about how i have been behaving. i am the only person who can control my life. there may be outside variables, but i am the one who has to deal with those. i suppose i have just not been doing that properly. or sanely.
cheers to more self control, eh??
i need to be a pirate, not a hostage
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suntlacrimae:
That is a brilliant idea.
suntlacrimae:
Fucking 'A! So . . . no karaoke the other night? 